Chemo Again
Just finnished a round of chemo last friday and it was ruff.
next friday I might feel alright again but until it is the usual crapy raw throut and backed like all the way.
7 years I have been fighting and though I should feel grateful as they tell me most don’t last 14 months with my cancer and the stage it was when I first out I had it.
Chemo has always worked for me but it always comes back some where else after a bit and heres me suffering again.
DARK days I have had them termenal statements like think of your life in terms of months been there lived that” by the way that was 4 years ago so beleave every thing you are told or take it with grain of salt”.
So anyhow I am feeling pretty pissy today it has a long fight and oh how i wish it over in that I win finally and completly not the cancer
NEVER GIVE IN NEVER GIVE UP
I said that so many times don’t look down I tell myself no depression here not me.
But I am so tired of this.
War weary
Sorry I am guy not a girl If you don’t know munro is a boys name
Sorry Munro. Your problems with cancer in my mind has no gender but I get your point.
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How often do you have to take the chemo? My first cancer was 18 years ago, the second cancer was 6 years ago. I have only had to take the chemo in 2 different batches. The first batch of 6 treatments was much worse than the second batch of 6 treaments. I can really understand you getting WEARY of it, especially if you have to take it often. It really makes you feel crappy. All I can tell you is to try to keep HANGING IN THERE. My thoughts and prayers are with you, my friend.
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Munroe; It sounds as if you are just so fed up with all this chemo and stages of fighting. I don’t blame you one bit. You are so brave to keep on the path with your fighting spirit. There is no reward for being brave, except to show everyone that you can take it, and cancer won’t win. I pray for you, and hope that cancer will finally get shut out of your system. The road is a long one, and no matter what phase it is, cancer is always present in our minds. Noone can change that. Good luck girl.